capturing some swet moment in my life...
(sambil2 cuba,try, test skill photoshop aku hehhe .. alamak leceh la plak..ini jerlah yg mampu aku buat :)..)
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
prayer...
hoping my courage remain intact till the end... amin
capturing some swet moment in my life...
(sambil2 cuba,try, test skill photoshop aku hehhe .. alamak leceh la plak..ini jerlah yg mampu aku buat :)..)
capturing some swet moment in my life...
(sambil2 cuba,try, test skill photoshop aku hehhe .. alamak leceh la plak..ini jerlah yg mampu aku buat :)..)
Saturday, 25 August 2007
Missing them...
Hari ni genap 3 tahun 3 bulan 26 hari aku tak balik Malaysia … miss my family so much
Sepanjang di sini adalah beberapa occasion yg kitorang miss, antaranya
New born in family..Nadrah Jade, congrats to Yaya & Rudin on their 3rd daughter
Caca & Wak Tong a.k.a Firdhaus wedding … congrats to both of you, sorry la kitorang tak balik
And…we miss a lot to see how Yassmine & Soraya Dean grew up.
And as usual bila rindu mencengkam hati…. angkat tepon talking-talking all the day la.. nasib baik bil tepon murah….
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
Sorry for the incovenience...
Lately I have a feeling that somebody is ‘gossiping’ and ‘perli’ing me around.
How do I feel..
ANGRY... NO I’m not. I’m too old to get angry for such a small thing like this.
SAD .... YES a bit...because we use to be closed (perhaps it's only me who feel that way :(..)... but I don’t really want to layan the perasaan since I already got many more things to ‘sedih’ about especially when my PhD. research turned upside down.
However or whatever it is ... this entire blog is intentionally meant for my own use and was not really set up for an audience, so pardon the unprofessionalisme..
If any of you want to read it, you’re most welcome ... I always feel good + happy to share my days and thought with others.
But if you feel my writing annoyed you very very much ... PLEASE .. just please don’t bother to read it ... I never ever meant to ruined your bright perfect day ...and if I already did it, please accept my apology.
How do I feel..
ANGRY... NO I’m not. I’m too old to get angry for such a small thing like this.
SAD .... YES a bit...because we use to be closed (perhaps it's only me who feel that way :(..)... but I don’t really want to layan the perasaan since I already got many more things to ‘sedih’ about especially when my PhD. research turned upside down.
However or whatever it is ... this entire blog is intentionally meant for my own use and was not really set up for an audience, so pardon the unprofessionalisme..
If any of you want to read it, you’re most welcome ... I always feel good + happy to share my days and thought with others.
But if you feel my writing annoyed you very very much ... PLEASE .. just please don’t bother to read it ... I never ever meant to ruined your bright perfect day ...and if I already did it, please accept my apology.
Aku dan berat badan
Dari aku tingkatan dua sampailah aku umur 22 tahun..berat badan aku maintain at 42 kg meskipun aku ni boleh masuk category kuat makan .. so aku pun confident yg aku ni mmg gene kurus .
Masa umur aku 23 – 27 tahun berat badan aku plak maintain in range 45 – 47… kadar food intake masih sama, cuma mungkin matabolisme rate dah rendah …. Still dalam zon selamat … hati kecilku berkata
The tak best part is …. Since from end of last year sampai lah ke hari ni berat badan aku semakin naik sehingga mencapai 56 kg….alamak camaner ni..
Fikir punya fikir aku rasa aku tau apa puncanya..
Dulu-dulu, the latest aku amik makanan dalam pukul 10 malam. Lepas pukul 10 aku dah siap-siap gosok gigi...tengok TV sampai ngantuk..pukul 12 dah confirm tidur.
Namun kini…
Aku sedang dlm fasa tulis thesis..so aku selalu stay-up sampai pukul 2-3 pagi. On the way nak sampai pukul 3, biasanya aku mesti minum Nescafe 2 cawan, makan biskut, cheesecake, triffle, tiramisu dan segala mala benda yg manis (kat UK ni senang nak dapat dessert yg sedap dan harganya murah) ...aku pasti inilah dia factornya..
So aku pun stop ler beli bahan kudapan ni semua….tapi masuk jer pukul 12.00 perut aku dah berbunyi..dan aku end up dgn makan nasi la plak..lagi dasyat
Since aku belum bersedia nak diet ..aku pun guna strategi exercise ..so sekarang ni aku pergi gym 2-3 kali seminggu …perkembangan setakat ni OK lah..turun lah sekilo dua.
Aim aku sebelum balik Malaysia aku nak pastikan berat badan turun at least ke 50 kg.. OK lah tu kira berat badan ideal aku…
Masa umur aku 23 – 27 tahun berat badan aku plak maintain in range 45 – 47… kadar food intake masih sama, cuma mungkin matabolisme rate dah rendah …. Still dalam zon selamat … hati kecilku berkata
The tak best part is …. Since from end of last year sampai lah ke hari ni berat badan aku semakin naik sehingga mencapai 56 kg….alamak camaner ni..
Fikir punya fikir aku rasa aku tau apa puncanya..
Dulu-dulu, the latest aku amik makanan dalam pukul 10 malam. Lepas pukul 10 aku dah siap-siap gosok gigi...tengok TV sampai ngantuk..pukul 12 dah confirm tidur.
Namun kini…
Aku sedang dlm fasa tulis thesis..so aku selalu stay-up sampai pukul 2-3 pagi. On the way nak sampai pukul 3, biasanya aku mesti minum Nescafe 2 cawan, makan biskut, cheesecake, triffle, tiramisu dan segala mala benda yg manis (kat UK ni senang nak dapat dessert yg sedap dan harganya murah) ...aku pasti inilah dia factornya..
So aku pun stop ler beli bahan kudapan ni semua….tapi masuk jer pukul 12.00 perut aku dah berbunyi..dan aku end up dgn makan nasi la plak..lagi dasyat
Since aku belum bersedia nak diet ..aku pun guna strategi exercise ..so sekarang ni aku pergi gym 2-3 kali seminggu …perkembangan setakat ni OK lah..turun lah sekilo dua.
Aim aku sebelum balik Malaysia aku nak pastikan berat badan turun at least ke 50 kg.. OK lah tu kira berat badan ideal aku…
Monday, 20 August 2007
Cerekarama
Weekend baru ni sempat tengok dua dua cerekarama through youtube... MALANG HARI KERANA HATI & CINTA SI REMPIT
Comment aku ..
Malang Hari Kerana Hati..quite a good story, agak menginsafkanler untuk org yg selalu subuh gajah macam aku + aku suka tengok Zul Yahya berlakon
Cinta si Rempit .... hampehhh, kalau tak kerana aku nak nengok Faizal Yusof a.k.a husband Nana a.k.a Inspektor Faryzal Manjalara, 20 minit pertama aku dah tutup
Comment aku ..
Malang Hari Kerana Hati..quite a good story, agak menginsafkanler untuk org yg selalu subuh gajah macam aku + aku suka tengok Zul Yahya berlakon
Cinta si Rempit .... hampehhh, kalau tak kerana aku nak nengok Faizal Yusof a.k.a husband Nana a.k.a Inspektor Faryzal Manjalara, 20 minit pertama aku dah tutup
Saturday, 18 August 2007
Friday, 17 August 2007
What is the end??
Once in the while, this ‘scary’ feeling will interfere into my mind…
Apa kesudahan perjuangan PhD. aku ..LULUS ke.. dapat MPhil. aje ker .. or the worst thing is GAGAL
Kalau ikut kan ke’successful’ an research….mungkin aku akan failed, sebab half of the research objective tak tercapai pun.
If the evaluation considering how much effort that I put to make the things work, tp still tak berjaya …. aku masih ada harapan
Personally, after all the years, me myself still don’t know how bad I want the PhD., kekadang aku rasa kalau fail pun aku OK jer… sebab pada aku tak ada benda yg aku tak buat dlm usaha aku nak jadikan research aku ni berjaya ..kalau scale effort tu 100%..aku rasa aku dah capai 99.99%. So, nothing to regret about…. mungkin memang aku unlucky or I’m not brilliant enough which I cannot help it :). Kalau ada rezeki aku..insyaAllah lulus ..kalau gagal..aku percaya rezeki aku kat tempat lain.
Cuma kalau aku fail… byk persoalan yg menanti…
Camana dgn nasib aku di UKM.. kena buang kerja ke??
Manala aku nak cari duit RM 700K untuk bayar balik semua scholarship aku
Will all the closest people of mine still stay behind my back?.. and the list goes on …
Well, I won’t care with what other people will gossiping about me.... because they never know..
All this harsh imaginations make me remember what type of person I am suatu masa dahulu…
Used to be in ‘comfort zone’ for 25 years of my life before … make me ungrateful person. Always whining around about the unnecessary thing such ….how bad I want to drive the HONDA car, tapi tak der duit... complaining, bengang, kecik hati dan sebagainya with surround people who is not nice to me ( well, semua org pun ada perangai sendiri… aku sendiri pun bukan baik sangat) ..dan macam-macam lagi benda tak penting..
Facing a difficult PhD. life …. force me to learn how I should appreciate what I already have and not to mourning around about what I don’t have…
Semoga hidup aku dipermudahkan Allah…Amin
Apa kesudahan perjuangan PhD. aku ..LULUS ke.. dapat MPhil. aje ker .. or the worst thing is GAGAL
Kalau ikut kan ke’successful’ an research….mungkin aku akan failed, sebab half of the research objective tak tercapai pun.
If the evaluation considering how much effort that I put to make the things work, tp still tak berjaya …. aku masih ada harapan
Personally, after all the years, me myself still don’t know how bad I want the PhD., kekadang aku rasa kalau fail pun aku OK jer… sebab pada aku tak ada benda yg aku tak buat dlm usaha aku nak jadikan research aku ni berjaya ..kalau scale effort tu 100%..aku rasa aku dah capai 99.99%. So, nothing to regret about…. mungkin memang aku unlucky or I’m not brilliant enough which I cannot help it :). Kalau ada rezeki aku..insyaAllah lulus ..kalau gagal..aku percaya rezeki aku kat tempat lain.
Cuma kalau aku fail… byk persoalan yg menanti…
Camana dgn nasib aku di UKM.. kena buang kerja ke??
Manala aku nak cari duit RM 700K untuk bayar balik semua scholarship aku
Will all the closest people of mine still stay behind my back?.. and the list goes on …
Well, I won’t care with what other people will gossiping about me.... because they never know..
All this harsh imaginations make me remember what type of person I am suatu masa dahulu…
Used to be in ‘comfort zone’ for 25 years of my life before … make me ungrateful person. Always whining around about the unnecessary thing such ….how bad I want to drive the HONDA car, tapi tak der duit... complaining, bengang, kecik hati dan sebagainya with surround people who is not nice to me ( well, semua org pun ada perangai sendiri… aku sendiri pun bukan baik sangat) ..dan macam-macam lagi benda tak penting..
Facing a difficult PhD. life …. force me to learn how I should appreciate what I already have and not to mourning around about what I don’t have…
Semoga hidup aku dipermudahkan Allah…Amin
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